December 2010
69 posts
Do you make your own luck or does luck just...
The question I have been trying to ask myself all day. Let me know what you think if you’d like.
I feel stuck
here in Kansas City. I couldn’t tell you how much I love this city but nothing remains that I need anymore. I am starting to think any free time I have is just unhealthy for me. I must be kept busier. Get me back to Columbia.
“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via mikeycdavis)
Do having parents who hate each other
and say the most horrid things about each other correlate with a child who can’t trust any men in the world? I think so. The way my dad treats my mom disgusts me with everything inside of me. Coming home for break has allowed me conclude many things. For one, I am glad my parents are finally planning to separate but to have my dad lay it on my the way he did, upsetting. I want to be here...
SEXUAL FRUSTRATION!
Hahaha. isn’t sexual frustration just horrible? Luckily, there is a cure for that. Easier said than done though?
Teach yourself to listen.
Things I have received in the past week.
Photoshop
Illustrator
Body form
Light table
Minnetonka fur boots
Holy shit I am the luckiest girl ever.
tonight
The wino I have become is actually making me more motivated to get things done that I have been meaning to. I cleaned my closet out in my parents house and found old pictures of myself. I went through a lot of awkward stages throughout my childhood. Between having braces, acne, and bad hair styles…it’s nice to see yourself grow up to be a lot more attractive than you would expect.
I just applyed to..
Joanne’s and Starbucks….I need a job!!!
sarah-nade:
Happy Xmas (War Is Over)
I love my mom
She just spent time with me in a sewing store to buy my missing piece to my machine. She also makes me coffee constantly and wants to go shopping to get my opinion on some things….which means she wants to buy anything I say I like. Such a great Mommy…plus she taught me how to cook delicious foods! This has been such an amazing break so far :)
rev·er·ie /ˈrevərē/
psychodelic:
Noun: 1. A state of being pleasantly lost in one’s thoughts; a daydream: “I slipped into reverie”. 2. An instrumental piece suggesting a dreamy or musing state.
sunshineofyourlove:
i could never be with someone who is against drinking, smoking, etc.
you said it.
Dreamer: I find serial killers very interesting to... →
tylerdouglasmonroe:
Jack the Ripper: Responsible for the murders of prostitutes from the Whitechapel Area of London in 1888, Jack the Ripper’s identity is yet unknown. His victims were prostitutes and they were brutally murdered and some of their internal organs were surgically removed by the killer. Ed Gein: He…
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I am spending this Wednesday night
listening to boys in the basement making music. Just a pre-curser to what this upcoming semester has to offer us. I am enjoying a High Life and living the high life and taking everyday for what it is.
This week
I found out that the so called friends I have had since the beginning of high school are nothing but selfish, snobby, spoiled bitches. After the many times I drove to see them in Lawrence, Kansas this year, I am just now coming to the conclusion that they obviously don’t care about me the way I care about them. I should have seen this when they decided to go to California instead of...
“I saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and I could do anything I...”
– Jack Kerouac (via oceanofmind)
“I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.”
– Carl Jung (via oceanofmind)